Confuzed

Here I am dangling in the wind don't know which way to go or where to begin my mind is going round and round like a merry-go-round my suspicious thoughts and the things that you say and do I question myself if this really real and couldn't be true you enlighten my ears with your kind gentle words they brought joy into my life because those were the best words my ears ever heard their thoughts and words that kept close to my heart for a life with you I was ready to start but it's time to move doing things started to change what happened what I do because you are not the same no more nice sweet words or a sweet tender kiss where the things I've known for didn't ever want to miss I'm a very strong warrior not afraid of a struggle I stood tall but as my life start to unbuckle you would leave at night saying you'll be right back you light light but that wasn't true it was a proven fact minutes turn to hours hours turn today what gave you the idea it was okay to treat me that way enough is enough it's time for me to go so I gather my things proceeded to the door stop wait a minute don't you walk out the door I need you in my life now and forever more I have made mistakes yes it's true but without you in my life there's no me without you you know the correct words to say to keep me hanging on you say good things even though I know you're wrong I'm just not ready to completely walk away but if you if you're bad behavior and your left you have get to learn I will be forced to grab my things and never return.