Consciousness
Traveling backwards
I've felt everything there is to feel
Will everything from now on just be reduced versions of what i've already felt before?
I'm searching for the feelings that only surface when not seeked
like the dark consternation when you think there's one more stair than there really is
like the rarity of looking into the mirror as you walk by
to see your face and question
the way your name does not sound quite like
'yours'
when repeatedly voiced in your head.
Submerged in the lesser
feeling everything and nothing all at once
I need to feel something
tremendous