Consistency

You like being consist to see me 

But never in acknowledging me 

Those social media pages are dangerous 

Manipulating me easily cause you allow it 

Putting my feeling of being noticed out the window 

Showing I don't give a FUCK WHO CARES

I care I thought you did 

You have showed my eyes lips heart 

That I'm just some girl you call

Your no good I really see that 

You just looking out for you 

I can't be mad 

But I won't be stupid giving all that I have 

That little dip you got off that's all you will ever have 

This little cookie has to find something new 

Cause nigga your not real and that's true 

Demean me calling me babe but go chasing after some new bitch that liked your picture in a mila sec

I'm not crazy or weird 

I just know I don't like that shit 

Whenever I tell you something like that shit 

It just goes out 1 ear out the other

Like you don't get my message 

Your a technology junkie I peeped this 

So when you don't respond to my messages or call me or hit me up 

I know you gotta be on that shit 

Finessing some girl you done shouted out and shit

Putting heart eyes and calling her beautiful

FUCK THIS SHIT!

Then nigga go stroke her ego 

Stop trying to have your cake and eat it too 

Cause I'm done playing these games with you 

I know it's my fault for allowing you to get to me 

But I know it's cause I somewhat care for you not in a physical nature but much more mentally 

Even though we don't really talk I almost think you care for me 

But I need to realize your a good talker if anything 

Since texting gives you time to stroke me mentally without saying it personally 

No hugs or kisses goodbye 

We can be friends sure 

But nothing more than that 

You just showed me your still a little boy 

I need a grown man who can see me all the time 

Hold my hand and cuddle 

Won't ask to fuck when our bodies come together 

But make love in a state of passion 

And opening doors and going on dates won't be lame but an art of chivalry he's learned since the 1st day 

That southern guy I thought you to be just blew up in my face 

Like oops sorry maybe later babe 

I need to be ready to love when I'm ready not lonely 

Cause finding love lonely won't get you anything but heartache 

But finding it when your ready will get you something constituent in every part of your life that you will love whole heartedly