construed

u ever subconsciously, uncontrollably, constantly just want to give in

just for a sample of something new

for once u get to make ur own example of what not to do 

no matter the consequence

the repercussion will put a smile & light in those beautiful brown eyes

an opportunity to heal the wrong way

an offer that remains a mystery

something so profoundly opposite of u and what u normally do

u often ask the question why it had to be u

still feeling like it was yesterday

time flying by cause u always on cloud nine 

thought it was more to it but we all knew how it would end

silently regretting every decision 

wishing u woulda just kept quiet 

now they can see and hear u but u have nothing to say 

speechless u continue to stare into the eyes of who u think has all the answers

striving to find a love that loves u back like the love adam had for eve or how the grass turns automatically green when the seasons change u have a reason to remain almost practically as sane or even the same but u cant find the power u once had or the strength u never needed cause u are strong

been proving em all wrong

its been long

hit that bong

listen to ur favorite songs and just sing along