Contemplate

this has eluded me for the past year why can't I write? I'm trying to express a poem of thoughts on how I view life. But it's hard to think so much noise is around, so I take a walk down to town. Going back to the old days laughing and loving, crying and anger with plenty of hugging. Tell me how do you feel about your life? did you do good are you doing alright? Look in the mirror what do you see, do you see someone that you're proud to be? Well I see myself and see many successes but faults and guilt on my back. I may not be great but my self mirror is broken so grab some tape we are going to fix these cracks. Don't fear the future look ahead in life, quit thinking stop contemplating and just live tonight. It's time to feel again said my heart follow me. So I obeyed and he led me down the good path so it would seem. Suffering and sadness may pleague this world but not this heart, I thought back on my life.. I had a good one from the start.