A conversation between you and your brain

Hey its me no not your heart it me your brain. i think its time for me and you to sit down cus all u do is complain .. You complain about the things that happened in the past. You complain about the stuff that you thought was supposed to last You sit here just thinking about the things you can not change . Your here doing and taking things that do damage to me you brain. Stop and think is it worth it just for the little time of the escape. Do you know what your doing is irreversible you cant take it back because once its done its too late.. I know your hurting i can feel and hear and see all your pain. You think the drugs are helping you but in reality they making you go insane.. I am here i promise you are not alone. Stop what your about to do just turn around and just say no. Brain its James you have no idea how its so hard. Its hurting me physically mentally its tearing me apart. I try and stop i try to open up my eyes I try my hardest to focus and realize. So i tell my self one toke it will not hurt one bump i know you wont mind Its for me to take the edge off it wont last long just a short time. I feel at ease relaxed when i do what i do.. You know it's been tough to what i been through. So please dont judge me nor hate me for trying to have a little fun Soon it will be all over im almost finished im almost done. Stop. its me your brain you think its that simple but i promise you its not. Put down what your doing please im begging you to stop. For the little fun you do the little time you have. i promise its not going to change nothing nothing from the past. You must learn from your mistakes grow wise and get out that place. I promise you i know you have to what it takes. For God is with you and you are not alone. He is your salvation he is your loving home. With faith he will ease your heart with love he will ease your mind. Just believe in him it just takes a little time. But brain how can i have faith on something i can not see.. Well James think you know im real you believe in me am i something that you can see.. James faith is believing in something beyond our eyes.. Faith is something Thats in your heart and in your mind. So stop what your doing because it not to late to change.. Just believe in God just have a little faith. Ok ok brain i will stop i will throw it all away. I will do every thing you ask me i will do everything you say. Brain i thank you for taking the time to open up my mind. James no problem just know im here for you im here for you all the time..