costume party
they wear masks with unsettling cheshire grins
gleaming under the lights which betrays a plastic perfection
dressed as something they are not, it is no longer a sport
it is the laws of nature; survival of the fittest
but this is not my biology class
in which i learned the anatomy of a human being
and paid just enough attention to know that the epidermis is the outermost layer of the skin
not some foreign material which suffocates the masterpiece genetics has made
a sharp eye can cut through the layer of film shielding one’s face
in the competition to see who can disguise themselves the most
the biggest loser would be a more fitting name
i am a ghost
invisible, haunted
unnoticed i study the long-practiced art of pretense and notice i am not the only transparent one
we are a gathering of fools, monsters, sinners, looking to shield our transgressions
by becoming someone we are not
afraid of ourselves
as much as the things we pretend to be