Since a couple of days mentally I am at though

I am active and alert, and my emotions are high
Far away from my destiny, though the best I tried
Now I am short of passions, new venue want to try
Since last two days sitting idle eating French Fries

Now what to do and how to get back in rhythm high
To get back in rhythm ready to do anything, not shy
I am consulting number of gurus for help me & guide
See there is some progress, still esteem is not high

Situation is totally in mess thinking what is next to try
Amir, sit in meditation, something will blink out in night
Thought, it is sensible, there is no harm giving it a try
Somewhat I started getting some clues to go sky high

I continued my meditation practice with ambitions high
Miraculously in a peaceful mind, spiritually going high
Hopefully something will emerge out soon to not to cry
It's an indication to continue prior see a spiritual guide

Meditation is taking me ocean deep, & beyond sky high
I am amazed, all my worries are gone no more I’m shy
Got my purpose served, feel I am hundred percent right
You found a way out; bow your head to recognize