cracking the code

am I strong or am I weak knowing that I haven't yet reached my peak I ask and seek for the answer out of concern wondering if I'll ever obtain what I yearn well the answer is simple you only get what you earn who am I to discern what lies ahead in my future if i can't utilize the matter enclosed by the sutures that stitches my cranium a mind is a terrible thing to waste I wish I was told in my ignorance consequences are a terrible thing to face can my lack of opportunity be blamed on race does my success solely depend on faith what about the work not implemented causing self defeat watching idly while wasting resources I myself deplete whoa is me how can I continue to go on hopelessly when hope is abundant I'm eating full course meals while others are holding their stomach I'm jumping and got the nerve to wonder why is life so hard can it be more easy I got some nerve you wouldn't believe me there's a lesson in the progression I witnessed despite the current stagnation we can surpass our limits