Crashing down on Me

I toss back in forth in the bed wondering why I can't sleep at night.

At school I wonder why I can't focus, why I can't think right

yet, I can still think,

Think about  you 

How amazing you were, how amazing you said I was,  How much you loved me, 

How muched I loved you

How happy you made me, How happy I made you,

How inspiring.......... I thought you were

Instead, you broke mewith words, lies beyond lies, 

I wanna hate you, my friends hate you, I feel like the world hates you

All the garbage you gave me, that I thought was treasure

came crashing down on me

I'm drowning in it, and I can't breathe

I see the light but, I can't reach it

I've been begging, pleading, bleeding, and praying someone comes and

rescues me

But no one comes, because the garbagecrashing down on me,

thats all the people see

It's disguised in your fake love.

Love?