Craving the truth

These are too many craving subject, I am craving the truth instead denying, Once a lies will always no trusting, no relationship, no love, Craving the truth however it been on your email? Ghost did itself? Am I dreaming? How can you tell a lie to that person who done everything for you like no one else did done like I do? Is it love to be a lie? Is it fear to truth? If fear the truth that you know the consequences. Everyday every week every months I asking the truth. Nothing being truth, Am I wrong to craving the truth? What am.i suppose to get truth?