CRYING HEART

I think it's to let you go   
I wish this healing process isn't so slow   
It's scary being without you   
Now do I call   
When the days are long?  
Do you still listen to our favorite songs?  
Or do you change it quick   
And pretend I don't exist?

I'm awful sorry   
for all these questions    
but I can't resist   
Tell me   
am I missed? 
I truly can not remember   
the last time we kissed   
Was I just another name   
To add to your list   
of boys snubbed.

I'm starting to forget    
All the small things I loved about us   
Like what it feels like to hold your hand   
while we sleep or how it felt when we'd cuddle up   
And intertwine our feet   
All snuggled up and radiating heat

I must admit   
I wish there could be one more time   
Where I'd get to call you MINE   
And maybe   
Reignite the flame that was once lit   
Because all you did was make me feel useless    
And make me cry    
I wish I knew why   
I wasn't good enough for you    
I wish this wasn't true   
But there's not much left for me to do   
But say GOODBYE   
And lie     
And say I don't love you

       -Tom-