cursed

Never in my life will i be able to understand, why people destroy each other and the ones that they care about.

They indulge themselves with vanity and lust and forget the true reasons why they first fell in love.

Now I am not saying that if am an expert in such delicate subject, but for years I have been mending the wounds of the broken hearted.

It first started with my mother falling stupidly for what I use to call a father, but it all ended when he  sacrificed her in the alter.

In public he never showed his true nature, but no one knew what it was to live in hell's craters.

Out in the distance he remains, out in the distance he will stay, where he will no longer hurt us by showing his existence to us again.

Next my sister took on the road trying to be more independent, but instead lost herself in a hole that is always descending.

You see her childhood was taken and her hopes ripped apart, she became an early mother, when she fell in the hands of lust.

And for many years i saw the angels shifting, leaving there seats in heaven, falling in love with their worst demons.

Always i have observed, always expecting the worst, but nothing could help me if I was already cursed.

It came the time when evil in disguise came my way, it disguised it's self as my lover, my best friend.

But here is where the story turns, for he wasn't as evil as destiny had foretold.

He had seen what I have and was well aware, of the demons inside us and told me to beware.

So an oath was born naming, that our love will be withhold.

But something rare had ignited, something funny we call fate, we were forever to be united, yes we fell in love's bait.

Yet we have a promise we must keep, for history must simply not repeat.

For now we will part for the good of each other, i don't want to destroy my love like my father did my mother.

As of now it's been an eternity that we don't speak and I feel so empty without him, I feel so weak.

But I would rather die slow of soul loneliness, than to burn with passion forever, endless.