Curtains behind the Smiles

I feel like everyday is a living hell, 
That nothing will get better,
That those names calling get worse,
This shows that they have no respect...

What did I do to deserve this?
Why is my life meserable? 
All this question s run through my mind I just feel like everyone is talking behind my back...

I just want to be pretty,
I want to be smart,
I don't want to be me!
I just want to DISAPPEAR!!

I just want to stay home.
Where nobody can see my ugly scars..
Where nobody will ask me questions..
Where I can't be judged...

I HATE MY LIFE!