Cuss Words

"FOCK" I shout Why do I always do this to myself? I put my faith in A hopeless case Ugh I can't do this She doesn't care about me So how can I feel so strongly How can I feel so lonely For a girl who was never even here for me A girl who wouldn't notice If there were cuts on my arms Or if tears were welling in my eyes This cant possibly be the love That everyone talks about That everyone praises This isn't innocent I just need to get rid of these feelings For someone who can't see me Not unless she needs something It's harsh and It hurts She's only fishing for compliments From anyone who's at arm's length I'm not anything special She'd be fine with anyone Unfortunately I was the one who was there Who was stupid enough to get caught In her stupid little games I'm being played And I need to quit this time around But Everytime she gives me that look Or every time I see that sweet face Hear that voice sound I continue to stay And fall for her evil lies I need to do better I need to leave this place I swear. I will break out of her cage