Cut after cut

Another day has gone by, I've been waiting for thsi moment since what it seems to be enernity. Having so many cuts down my arm seems like a mausem of cuts. Each cut represents a different reason. One reperesnts lonliness another fear many represent hurtness many represent anger .This girl is so hurt she just wants to be happy . Crying on the inside smiling on the out not being able to understand life she decides to take this all out . she begins cutting & cutting ... she cry's out loud. Not knowing how to explain all this hurt she feels to her parents knowing they'll never figure it out . she keeps quite . But one can only hold on for so long.