Cut My Light

That feeling of importance 

So important 

Because of the feelings that are imported

Yet extorted

For an ignorant performance

I say I gave you all I got 

And now I have nothing left 

I say I have you all my light

And you left me here for Death

I trade my little piece of peace 

For all your pain to finally cease 

It’s sad I never knew this pain

Until I walked up to you

I gave you my hearted on bended knee

But you saw the power, not me

You saw the chance

To break my soul

And every time you did

I fell deeper into the whole

It wasn’t me it was the other devil

All along you saw angel

I wish this tree wasn’t so weak

So I could hang all night long 

Let you find me in the morning 

But that would change

Anything that you think 

I WISH I WOULD’VE SWALLOWED THE PAIN....

Pills

Would I be better if I was regular?

If I was chasing every girl that could look at me?

Diving in every ocean & sea? 

What if I shoved ur love down your throat and watched you choke,

How bout them tears that roll down your eyes, let em soak,

If one night we chillin,

Coolin, higher than the ceiling ,

Then my phone start blowing up,

It’s the one I’m really feeling, 

And she say,

You are so handsome and intelligent ,

I wish you were mine and we could finish this settlement, 

You make my life so better man

I need you right now

Where you at,

Why the hell you not around

Let’s get married on our anniversary

Song our baby a nursery 

I SWEAR THIS SHIT AINT LOVE

ITS A CURSE TO ME

Why isn’t anything working

Why can’t you listen 

What am I missing 

Diamonds that glisten

Memories missing 

Tryna love you

But you don’t love me

I got this 45 

And it just keeps on clicking

Wondering why the lights ain’t out

I’m missing 

Wondering why my heart cries out

You vexin 

Every time we go out you flexin

On me

You say fuck You 

I don’t need you

You too see through 

I can’t love you

I never said what could be true

Broken

Swimming in an ocean of lies

Smoking this propane

Hoping I die...

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