Cynical Monster

Don't let anyone in 
You're too crazy to be loved 
Too complicated to be understood 
You push people away 
And scare people off 
With your 'psychotic episodes'
They would label you clinically insane 
If you gave them the chance
Tears form, but never flow 
Unless they are forced 
They are always forced
And I am always crying 
If not physically, mentally 
I am breaking down 
Giving up, giving in 
to the demands of
Depression.
Go ahead, label 
me a cynical monster 
who cannot be helped
I already have.