to Dad

Dear dad

please read all of this. no skipping. I know this will make you mad.

it will make you hate me but thats ok. you won't beable to hurt me now anyway.

truth is im gay. i have been gay since 5th grade. at first i was confused. but now i understand it.

i might like other guys but im still me.

im still the same little boy you cared so much about

please just please don't try to contact me untill you calm down

i don't care what you have to say

i just want you to read this

and understand i still love you

i just can't deal with your judgement right now

it would just make things worse

and make my therpy harder to do