DAD

You’re undoubtedly awful excuse of a man,

I allowed this human being to destructively decompose my passionate hope,

While you reduced time with me and amplified with smoking dope,

Believing falsifying fairytales demanding to be a king’s princess,

Constant dishonesties just emerge into our distance,

How could my dad love like a self-indulgent adolescent?

And why let money be the limitless alternative,

Have you ever understood, cared or adored of my feelings?

By pass all the envisions of mini you’s chasing after me -- associating,

And actually visualize your little girl walking across the stage graduating,

Oh how for you to be my biological – it doesn’t seem logical,

And why couldn’t a dead beat be something optional,

Suspiciously it’s said that blood allegedly can not make you any closer,

I ask God whether this was a trial named “Yes I choose her”, 

Awhile beauty sprouts from my crown to my high golden heels,

And as maturity is the pureness to my level of life I stand to live,

To accelerative in opportunities lead – I willingly forgive,

When my future is collectively broad and successful – you I will not bother,

Recollect that nothings altered when I act brand new,

Just know that my empathy is no longer disseminated to you,