Daddy issues

You walked out on me.

You left me.

I lost you , you lost yourself.

Only way to describe our relationship is a black pit; 

Bottomless and dissapointing.

I call your phone to remind myself 

I have a father ,but your awkward silence 

says so much to me.

So selfish in your ways , 

so caught up in your pride,

sometimes it feels like you died.

You're not around and I consider you dead

,so that I'm able to hide the fact that you just

don't want me as your daughter.