Damage

You left me ,

All alnoe in this cold world , 

My mother trying to be here for me ,

Even doe you not my birth mother , 

I still appreciate the calls & the check ups ,

It’s not the same ,

I can’t get used to not seeing your name pops , 

I can’t get used to not seeing you , 

I can’t get used to not running to you with my problems, 

Pops you knew about all my boyfriends, 

Pops you knew about all my secrets ,

Pops you are my hero , 

How can I go on without you , 

How can this be real , 

How can you be gone & never coming back ,

How can I go on without so much anger , 

Pops since you left I been damaged , 

Pops I been fucked up in my mind , 

Pops I can’t trust nobody , 

Poos I’m scared to open up to people , 

Pops I need you back ,

Please come to me In my dreams , 

I’m damaged…💔😢