Feelings Speaking

What's meant for you will disappoint you 1000 times until you grasp it/me and you are like a book but they only read the cover and claim to understand it/peace arrives when you stop fighting what you can't control, rarely what life you had in mind in the future doesn't happened, exactly the way you planned it/your loyalty, your love, your energy, and compassion, as you get older you realize not everyone deserves much access/I show love with action, reached a point in my life, I choose what is genuine and walk away from the rest/real spiritual warfare is dangerous, I can't just let you in and I endure daily pain everyday, I ain't seen my kids, tried to write about it, but I haven't found the words for it yet/I confess, peace is more valuable then witnessing karma and honesty matters more than appearances, it's said in jest/it's common sense, a real sincere relationship do not require masks, understand I am to wise to live a lie, you never saw me as kin, I chose not to recognize it but no longer blind, I'm too tired to pretend/but because of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, I forgive and will love you to the end..... AMEN 🙏 💯