Darkest Fate

I just lost my soulmate 

It fucked with my mental state 

You’re in my head now Jul I feel you there 

I pray the Lord my soul to take

Don’t tell me that I’ve gone insane 

Babe I see you like every day 

Hey jul this shit just isn’t fair -missed calls and texts your names not there 

I’m in your house I cry your name 

I wish I had someone to blame 

“This isn’t goodbye, just s simple see ya later” 

I won’t accept our time is up and now I’m filled with anger 

I don’t remember you in sadness but I do think of you with tears 

Because of all the laughs and times we’ve shared throughout the years 

-Were ripped from me 

Jul how could this be 

You were so fucking young not even 19 

Sadly I did see this coming 

You always said your light was dulling 

I wish I’d intercepted the black fate that was coming 

-And then it hit 

I will love you until fate takes me too, for you I forever promise this.