Dave

shattered heart crumbled dreams brain too full and jumbled to understand anything antidepressants don't work they made me weak and nauseous i lost 15 lbs because i stopped eating i can't sleep at night because I'm afraid of the person i'll become or who i won't become. all the things i could've changed actions in the past done differently all i want to do is be fucking normal. to not have to take 5 different medications or see 3 different therapists. im tired all i want to do is lay down on my tear soaked pillow and sleep God won't let me sleep. i kiss dave good night and lay there wishing to not be fucked up in the head