The day everything changed

It was a hot September day and the sun was shining That field should have been warm and inviting Instead it was the place you beat me It was the place that you raped me The wind whispered in the trees I could hear the buzzing of the bees The day you hurt me The day you broke me I should have been hanging out with my friends Enjoying the sun before summers end Instead I was there with you And what you made me do After you had finally finished with me I was left alone and full of shame The word going round and round was WHY? And for a really long time I wished I would die