Days

There are days way tougher than others, when you talk to someone you always seem to bother, there are days in which the world forgot you’re there. These days feel meaningless in my head, they are the worst and sometimes make me wanna be dead. I think about a girl who hit me right inside my chest but then she brought me down at my lowest. I woke up yesterday realizing the fact that I finally got past it and I knew where to go, but then today I started feeling again like the shit of 9 months ago. Like a single lash in the eye, you did the same to me, you made me cry, you made my eye cry, and not because you left, no, but because you stayed, stuck inside and I couldn't get rid of you, get rid of me.