Dean

<p>You&#39;re absolute baby and I kind of hate myself for missing you, that was until my mom got attacked by a dog (She&#39;s in one piece, it&#39;s fine. They&#39;re putting down the dog unfortunately but there&#39;s a young child in that house... it&#39;s a long story) and now I&#39;m like, you know what? Feelings? Are cool</p>

<p>I love you too, see you then</p>

<p>awww I love you literally SO F U C K I N G MUCH! I gtg because it&#39;s free time, but I&#39;ll talk to you tomorrow. See ya, my Prince!</p>

<p>Y.&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; E.&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; S</p>

<p>yeh, i meant do. You really DO love me that much?</p>

<p>*did* tf you mean did? I DO ~do~&nbsp;</p>

<p>Holy shit i didn&#39;t realize you were this commited I&#39;m actually shook. Did you really love me that much? lol</p>

<p>Before you left you mentioned something about an estimate of time being 6-8 months, so I set two alarms one for 6 months, one for 8 months. And I texted you after each one went off. I am nothing if not your bitch&nbsp;</p>

<p>awww that&#39;s what I&#39;m here for, to make you a&nbsp;<u><b style="color: rgb(135, 135, 135); font-family: Roboto, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">solidified</b></u>&nbsp;bottom&nbsp;</p>

<p>Got my heart soft.&nbsp;</p>

<p>Absolute baby, that what you are</p>

<p>wdym lmao</p>

<p>Got me soft&nbsp;<strike>(andhardbutthatssomethingelse)</strike></p>

<p>you&#39;re laughing because you know it&#39;s true, hun</p>

<p>XD</p>

<p>oh&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;my&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; god</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>that&#39;s it. I will do whatever it takes to make sure I put a ring on your finger someday</p>

<p>And I don&#39;t have the heart to tell you otherwise. -3-</p>

<p>I love you so much more</p>

<p>I love you, that was sweet. I&#39;d give my soul for a bagel.&nbsp;</p>

<p>I admit that I haven&#39;t actually, no, but that&#39;s besides the point. You are number one to me. You are my everything.</p>

<p>I don&#39;t think you&#39;ve had an actual new York style bagel before.&nbsp;</p>

<p>dean, baby, you are so much more important, and you know it</p>

<p>I will gladly give up my top spot for bagels, they are Very important&nbsp;</p>

<p>yeah, after all this time I believed that it was just going to end like that. I sort of lost hope. But I held on because that&#39;s really what love is. Love is holding on even if you are scared. even if you feel like giving up. love is the one branch on a tree that keeps you up, even if you feel like falling. Loving you gives me the oxygen I need when I feel like drowning. Always and forever, you are my safety, and that&#39;s the only thing I need in this world (other than bagels of course ((but you cut it to top place))</p>

<p>It&#39;s absolute madness how just reading old messages can reawake something in me I thought had died for good. But hearing from you almost real-time has me on figurative clouds. There is no need to &quot;make up&quot; for our missed time. Just having you back in my life is enough.&nbsp;</p>

<p>I&#39;m literally crying. how did I get blessed with an amazing guy like you? I thought I was totally in love with you, but that message sent me realing into my own galaxy. Dean, I want to taste, feel, smell, see, and touch all of you. I want to make up for the past 10-11 months. I would give anything right now just to have you in my arms and to call you home.</p>

<p>One day, you and me are gonna have our own little spot in the universe. A little corner for just you and me&nbsp;</p>

<p>i just need you so badly. i would do anything for you to be with me physically. once I get my graduation date I am going to see you, no matter what</p>

<p>Trust me baby; after I get my hands on you, you won&#39;t forget any kind of touch ever again&nbsp;</p>

<p>I don&#39;t even understand what Maleficent is. There&#39;s a mean lady who stole a child. That&#39;s all I&#39;ve gotten so far. Agh, I&#39;m so touch deprived. I only want a hug from you</p>

<p>Wow, you sound bored. I wish I was there.&nbsp;</p>

<p>and now we are watching Maleficent 2 for some reason, i don&#39;t even know</p>

<p>yeah, totally! right now we are in GeNote, which is this group to talk about emotions through music, and we are talking about politics and stuff like that, but little do they know I have no idea what any of this means, lmao. I&#39;m just writing poetry while we do this. I&#39;m so BoREd! God damn, if only you were here.</p>

<p>There is so many. I love it, I&#39;ll make a playlist of these songs. Thank you</p>

<p>Jim Henson is freaking great. He&#39;s an icon. I&#39;m really sorry to hear about your mom. When I was younger my mother also had a miscarriage, and the same thing happened to her. I&#39;m happy you are taking initiative in your life. That shows a lot of strength to do! That really does sound crazy, though. I couldn&#39;t imagine. Finding outlets are important these days. For me it&#39;s music. I&#39;ve learned so many new songs on the guitar! I&#39;m going to include a list of my new favorite songs that you can listen to, and to remind you of me.</p><p>Songs:</p><p><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Snow in Venice - Elizaveta Khripounova</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">If the World was Ending - JP Saxe</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Let&#39;s Hurt Tonight - OneRepublic</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Please Keep Loving Me - James TW</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Sun is Shinning - Axwell /\ Ingrosso</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Dreamer - Axwell /\ Ingrosso</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Thnks fr th Mmrs - Fall Out Boy</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Take Your&#39;s I&#39;ll Take Mine - Matthew Mole</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Agape - Bears Den</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Colour Me - Juke Ross</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Superheroes - The Script</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Tell Your Heart to Beat Again - Danny Gokey</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Tears in Heaven - Eric Clapton</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Hug All Ur Friends - Cavetown</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">6/10 - Dodie</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">I Know A Place - Conan Gray</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">I Promise I&#39;m Trying - Cavetown</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">If I&#39;m to Die - Keaton Henson</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Be Careful With My Heart, Dear - Sammy Copley</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Impossible - James Arthur</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Waves - Dean Lewis</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">The Night We Met - Lord Huron</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Another Love - Tom Odell</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Slow Dancing in the Dark - Joji</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">ALL SAMMEY COPLEY</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Good Enough - Little Mix</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Cry Me a River - Justin Timberlake</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">The Scientist - Coldplay</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">I Can&#39;t Make You Love Me/Nick of Time - Bon Ivor</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">A Lovely Mess - Front Porch Step</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Video Games - Lana Del Ray</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Broken Heart - Skins</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Sober - Fidlar</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">ALL PIGEON PIT SONGS</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">All Over Again - Justin Timberlake</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Save Myself - Ed Sheeran</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">1-800-273-8255 - Logic </span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Fix You - Coldplay</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">All I Want - Kodaline</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Brother - Kodaline</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Skinny Love - Birdy</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Not About Angels - Birdy</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">A House is Not a Home - Chris Colfer (Glee)</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">GLEE SOUNDTRACK SEASON 1+2</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Lost in Space - Lighthouse Family</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">A Sky Full of Stars - Coldplay</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Moving On - Kodaline</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">You Were My Everything - Aviation</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Interstellar Theme - Zimmer</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Do I Wanna Know? - Arctic Monkeys</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">If I Could Fly - One Direction</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">I Wanna Be Yours - Arctic Monkeys</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Sun Comes Up - Rudimental</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Run Boy Run - Woodkid</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Crossfire - Stephan</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Youth - Daughter</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Magic - Coldplay</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Little Lion Man - Mumford and Sons</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Just Hold On - Steve Aoki + Louis Tomlinson</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">In The Embers - Sleeping At Last</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Unspoken Words - Mxmtoon</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Hold Back The River - James Bay</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Two Girls - SNCKPCK</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Under This Tree ^^^</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">I&#39;ve Got a Huge Crush on You ^^^</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Broken Heart - Escape the Fate</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">The Taste of Ink - The Used</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Ghost Town - Adam Lambert</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Whataya Want From Me ^^^</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Arrow - Half Alive</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Prom Dress - Mxmtoon</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Magnatized - Tom Odell</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Mayday Parade - Miserable at Best</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Stolen Dance - Milky Chance</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Unpredictable - 5SOS</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Asleep - The Smiths</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Empty Gold - Halsey</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Selling the News - Switchfoot</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">To Be Free - Oasis</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Teen Idle - MARINA</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Me, You, and my Medication - Boys Like Girls</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Brand New - The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Hospital for Souls - Bring Me the Horizon</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Carousel - Melanie Martinez</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Friends - Chase Atlantic</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Beside You - 5SOS</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Breakeven - The Script</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">The Bodies, The Zombies - Mal Blum </span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Sunflower - Rex Orange County</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Good Things Fall Apart - Jon Bellion</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Heated Swimming Pool - Joyce Manor </span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Please Don&#39;t Tell My Father That I Used His... - Pet Symmetry </span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">She&#39;s Always A Woman - Billy Joel </span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Why Don&#39;t You Get a Job - The Offspring</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Cheap Shots &amp; Setbacks - As It Is</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">The Village - Wrabel</span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Rain King - Counting Crows </span><br style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Over It - The Frights </span></p><p><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">The Grand Finale - Set it Off</span></p><p><span style="color: rgb(32, 33, 36); font-family: Roboto, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; font-variant-ligatures: none; letter-spacing: 0.1px; white-space: pre-wrap;">I&#39;m sorry there&#39;s so many, lmao. </span></p><p>&nbsp;</p>

<p>I&#39;m back into Jim Henson and his works, got into puppetry. My mom had a miscarriage which lead to her quitting her job (she&#39;s getting her tubes tied friday), due to my family&#39;s lack of trust in the government on multiple topics I&#39;m just gonna get my GED and take classes at the community college, after I told my sister that she blocked me, my mom, and my dad. I&#39;ve accepted my system and I got a desk (not in that order) idk babe, life&#39;s been crazy. I&#39;ve missed you</p>

<p>actually I may have some more time, jkjkjk</p><p>Update me on life! How&#39;s school? Any new hobbies? New favorite things?</p>

<p>I love you toooo</p>

<p>aww, stop i&#39;m blushing UWU. School just ended but I&#39;ll talk to you soon. I love you, so much.</p>

<p>I&#39;m so much better now that I&#39;m hearing from you.&nbsp;</p>

<p>oh shit, i&#39;m sorry. I had no idea. Are you okay? Do you need anything?</p>

<p>You&#39;re baby</p>

<p>The hoodie would have to wait a bit, long story short our only income is my dad&#39;s job and he barely gets any hours. A lot has happened since we last talked. Although, I&#39;m looking to get a job myself pretty soon here.&nbsp;</p>

<p>me too, honestly. It feels great to be in a better spot in life.&nbsp;</p>

<p>okie</p>

<p>I&#39;m so glad you&#39;re getting the help you need.&nbsp;</p>

<p>If you really want newer photos then just go see my Instagram (dyeeno)</p>

<p>aww thanks. I&#39;m mostly been getting better because knowing we&#39;ll see eachother some day makes me want to just work through my shit, ha ha. It&#39;s great here. I have some pretty good friends, and I&#39;m getting the help I need. I just really miss you. Everyday I look up your name to see if there are any new photos of you to add to my board. I may even be able to call you. I&#39;m also going to talk to me therapist to see if you could send me a hoodie or something, if that&#39;s alright with you. HOLY SHIT I need you</p>

<p>That filled me with o much pride and joy you have no clue. I&#39;m so proud of you&nbsp;</p>

<p>i bet you are still cute! I&#39;m dying my hair blue soon. Oh, so here&#39;s an update for you. I&#39;m 6 months self-harm free, which is cool, 1 year sober and drug free, and one week on testosterone!&nbsp;</p>

<p>I love you tooooooooooo (It took way too long to write that.) Anyways, I&#39;m a blonde now, that&#39;s fun. (Only half)</p>

<p>god i&#39;m so in love with you, it hurts, lol</p>

<p>Owo dis is nice&nbsp;</p>

<p>Hey, Dean</p>