Dear Beloved Part I

 If I could only escape to the world of my dreams. . .

To that crystal clear ocean of truth and value.

To the warm sandy beach of faith and hope and look up at the endless sky of passion. Id stand still if only time would let me and think to myself what a life it is to live without fear and regrets.

What a life it is to live not in darkness but in sunlight, beams of light that shine past my soul and beyond time.

Cleansing my heart with determination.

If I could turn to you without pain and gaze upon your deep eyes, pools of amber and lush greens.

Only then I would know you’d stay with me until the end,

until there was no more light left in this beautiful world.

      Yet as I ponder upon this lonesome world and trudge through its empty paradise,

I had only imagined you’d be by my side this long.

I had only imagined you’d be holding my hand every so tightly,

but still within leverage.

You.

You were the one all along.

The one who put these ideas in my head, the one who seduced me into this world. And yet you are still here,

you are still my angel.

Ever so cautiously guiding me towards the heavens.

Rescuing me from my nightmares that would’ve soon engulfed me in false glory, false faith and broken promises.

Your eyes need not say more my dear,

we are here in our sanctuary

whether it be heaven or earth

I know not for a second would I doubt this feeling we posses.

This feeling we share that scattered into oblivion

and created this dreamy world,

I know not for a second that a single doubt resides in my heart

for the feelings I have for you.