Dear Brother

You are my life

You are my friend

I miss you so much

Deep down I blame myself for everything

It is my fault

I lost contact with you

I lost you

I will always see you as my big bro

as my best friend

I will always have you in my heart

The you that people say you are isn't you

...it can't be you

If I didn't lose contact,

If I didn't give up on trying to talk to you

If I didn't create a new life without you

None of this would have happened

I wouldn't have lost you,

You wouldn't have changed,

and I wouldn't be so far out of reach

Distance can't separate my love for you,

but distance can make it harder

Don't forget me,

Don't lose me in your heart

I will never say goodbye, never