Dear dad

Dear Dad.... Put down the Bible, Your fucking bread is queer. What u think I'm saying is evil, Well open your ears. Evil is here! This house, these cars, TV's, their all mine. all you do is rant, rave, get drunk and complain. Your a fucking boozer, barley a loser. I had to teach myself to read and write. I'm doing everything I can to stay alive. How dare you take credit for that? You dumb drunk bastard, how are you even alive? Let's take you back to when I was 13 , you think that means nothing to me. I was the one who brought Pat to the door, made her see we needed more. And now you you take credit for that. What kinda dream are you living in, are your dreams that fucked up you can't remember them. I spent all my life as a hood rat. Growing up in cc, this place is wack. I ain't claiming to be a gangster I'm just stating facts. Writing down what's on my mind. I don't know why I feel like in living a lie. You want to preach the Bible, sober! then act as a million Christian's before you. You all live in a closet, pray and act like that solves it. Your still guilty as sin, if you go and do it again. Praying means nothing if you don't mean it. Stop pretending. This is your fucking life you idiot, enjoy it. Your a Nazis nightmare, is that why they kicked you out of their. Screaming and shouting at your self like theirs 2 of. Your screaming at a TV, is it listening! i know this can't just be me! told u this life ain't easy! I spent all my life as a hood rat. Growing up in I cc, this place is wack. I ain't claiming to be a gangster I'm just stating facts. Writing down what's on my mind. I don't know why I feel like in living a lie. I have always had bigger plans! To shoot for the Stars, not sit in bars. I put off my life for this, to watch you destroy your life, now your drowning mine. Fuck you! Your so scared of being alone is that why you call people when drunk and bored. I'm sorry! I don't want to watch Murray, that shit is boring. That's why I leave you sitting their, barley alive. I see a bitch on Dr. Phil say cash me outside and know shes worth 50k dead or alive. your life wasn't even as hard as mine. U want a hard life have you ever eaten out of dumpster to stay alive, your a spoiled brat. You should have left it at that. If you had what I had growing up, my dad would have beat you with a bat named Betsy to teach you a lesson. You are nothing but a face, now you feel like a gangster. Your shit is wack, you put your own target on your back. I spent all my life as a hood rat. Growing up in I cc, this place is wack. I ain't claiming to be a gangster I'm just stating facts. Writing down what's on my mind. I don't know why I feel like in living a lie.