Dear "Dad",Do

Dear "Dad",

Do you know? Do you know the amount of love I have for you? Did you see the amount of time and effort I put in to showing you that I adored you? Did you see me going the extra mile. To show you the amount of time I was willing to give you over anyone else? Could you really not see that I would do anything for you? Well I guess you couldn't because all I was to you was something scraped of the bottom of your shoe. I could tell you didn't want me there. I could see it. I wasn't stupid. Maybe I was, to think you really cared in the first place. I was stupid enough not to see the coward I see today. Standing on front of me, telling me that all I ever did was create wall for you, to keep you from your successes. Well, Im sorry that life didn't hand you what you wanted. I'm sorry if you married someone for ther wrong reasons. I'm sorry that I was part of the deal when all you wanted was wife to clean you house, make you dinner, shine you shoes. Do you see? I was not part of that package deal. So what? You thin pretedning I wasn't there would make it easier? Well guess what? I was there. shining your shoes, cleaning you house, and for what? All so you coulds spit on me and tell me I wasn't goo enough. An you wonder why she doesn't love you the way she should. You showed her that the only way to make you happy, was to do whatever you wanted. You wonder why I never had the audacity to kneel at your feet and treat you like a god, maybe because I was too busy being scraped off the bottom of your shoe. You should have seen the amount of love I had for you.