Dear E

Dear E The one I didn't see coming You were just another person I needed to avoid A coworker I passed by only said hi too But you started to come around more Are conversation grew You wanted to hang out But at the time I was in a rough relationship It was already on the edge I would turn you down and go dark I hit rock bottom my relationship had ended I put on a fake smile at work Makeup to cover my puffy eyes I did cry a couple of times at work... No one knew but you After a while I asked a couple of friends to the movies You were one of them Found out you had a girlfriend Made me feel better knowing you were in a relationship I felt bad now I see you just wanted to be friends nothing more After a while my x called to meet up I freaked out all day ... You were the only one who saw though me Kept asking if I was ok I wanted to break ... I wanted you to hold me and tell me everything would be ok I left and my car wouldn't start You came out to help Your so sweet.... You hugged me and told me everything would be ok I didn't want to let go Stay by my side please I don't want to go.. But time was up reality hit You have a girlfriend... And me I needed to go confront my x ... After that day we hung out You asked me so many questions Questions no one's asked before You saw right through my mask You saw my story though my eyes My fake smile wasn't going to fool you I felt so happy someone saw right through it Someone finally saw me for me But also sad How can you see me and not feel pitty We kept hanging out and spending more time together I had to remind you of your girlfriend And how we needed the spend less time together Your a week guy she's lucky to have you Some time later you told me you ended things Told me it wasn't working out I felt horrible... Was it because of me? Did I cross a line I wasn't supposed to? I stayed away for a while Trying not to think I ended your relationship... I've ended so many in my past.... I never mean to I'm just one of the guys.... You asked to hang out again I agreed I wanted to know if I was the reason I never asked .... I wanted to be selfish.... I wanted you We kissed My mind and body was on cloud nine We started dating I was so happy We've been through so much Now look were about to be 6 months in You made me feel loved since day one And I don't mean when we started dating I mean when we were friends Now and forever I'm the luckiest woman in the world I'm not letting you go I want more memories I was a future I want you by my side I want to be in this rollercoaster of a life with you by my side I want to get married I want to say I do I want to smash cake into your face I want to have more laughs I want to grow old with you I want only you Dear E