Dear ex-best friend : part 1

Dear ex-best friend I thought we will never end But it was only in my head I still remember our memories together that I thought will last forever We was close enough to call sister not just a best friend Was all that a pretend You changed i changed You left and I let you go We didn't even fight for our friendship Did you know ? I thought we were Rachel and Monica But you are just a insomnia I try to forget But you vist me in my dreams and we talk and everything seem good on screen But then I wake up and I realize it was just a dream not a big deal it is not real You know some nights i stay up late thinking about you And I start asking was what we have true I can't remember the last we talked You are the one who walked I accepted that I thought you need space But you never showed your face I don't know what to say I think about everyday If I can go back in time and tell you to stay Would that be okay I thought what we have eas special and unique I didn't know it was that weak I don't know if I am mad or sad You don't know how bad is that Do you remember when went to the sea When we used to agree Do you remember us When we were in bus 🚌 Do you remember our fun But know we are done Do you remember when we used to sleep together in my home And If you forgot everything is in my phone Do you you remember when we dance We used to take every chance to feel happy Do you remember when I hug you when your tears are about to lay down When I was your town Do you remember when you tag in every friends post I thought you loved me the most Do you remember all the memories we had Or you throw them as an old hat I pictured you in every event But you only caused me a dent I thought we will have together our graduation And end our education We will never stop our conversation And we will spend every vacation We promised to be best friends for life That's why your leaving was like knife There is days where I check your profile Facebook Just to take a look I stalk every step you do Just to feel like I am still with you Your life seem fine after you stop being mine You don't look sad after we separated And my name in your head is slowly faded You have a whole new squad of friends I hope this one never ends You even have a new best friend I see pictures of you and her She replaced me well for sure ........ To be continued