dear ex bsf

dear ex bsf, I wanted to say thank you, even tho what you did was incredibly mean and selfish. I mean how do you break up w your bsf of 5 almost 6 years? for awhile there I was sad. upset. confused more than anything. why did this happen to me? why did everything change when highschool started for us? but, it's okay. I forgive you. I don't hate you anymore I resent what you did to me tho, but even so you taught me alot. you taught me what is was like to be completely alone and not have anyone to talk to. do you know what it's like to feel completely alone in a school w 2,800 ppl? It's crazy yk how we were so close and did everything together and, now we don't even talk. I miss you. I miss being able to tell you anything. I miss getting excited about the littlest things w you. Ik things are different now and, I think that's what hurts the most. It's sad cause I thought we had grown out of our childish ways. I thought we wouldn't fight anymore but, i guess thats highschool. I wonder if you think about me still. You probably dont. i hope your good too. I hope your family is good. I just want to say thank you for the lessons you taught me and the good and bad times we had I'll remember it all bc you were my first really bsf and my only friend for awhile. I wish you nothing but the best for you in life.