Dear ex-lover

Dear you,

I hate you

I hate you so much it hurts

You fight with me all the time,

You make me feel like a bad person

I cry myself to sleep most nights

All because you need to better yourself

But you tell me sweet words, and

You make me feel special

You say that I don’t make time for you

You say that I don’t love you

You say don’t talk to me

I say I love you

I kiss you

I make time for you

You get pissed off

You say we are through

You ignore me

I don’t exist to you

I am just a speck of dust

Or a shadow in the background

But you wanna know something?

I still love you.