Dear Ex-Lover

Dear Ex-Love,

You still don’t realise how much you hurt me.

There are some says I want to call you and tell you.

But I know that you don’t care.

Even though I want you to…

See, I never thought I would have to live through something like this.

The heartache that you put me through.

I thought was hard enough being someones second choice.

But you cheated on me, and I was not only your second choice…

But your 59th.

Everyday is a struggle.

I see you in my memories everywhere I go.

In my car, my living room. At my work, at school, and at the grocery store.

Everywhere. I can’t shake you...

I want to forget you so bad.

I want to cut every single action and memory we made out of my brain.

And if there was a way to do that,

I would have done it in a heartbeat...

I am trying so hard to be a survivor,

But everyday I still feel like a victim.

And even though you are my Ex-Love…

I still love you with everything I am…

From,

The girl whose heart you crushed.