Dear God

Dear God,

Did you forgive me when I was mean to my mom?

Did you love me when I didn't love myself?

Did you hate me when I broke the mirror showing my reflection?

Did you wrap your arms around me when I got the same call three years in a row?

But most important,

Am I here because you forgave me? Loved me? Hated me?

Or because you're giving me one more chance to hear her voice?