DEAR GOD

Dear lord,creator of the universe Today I come before you Ready to eat a humble pie For all my mistakes Have been doubtful just like Thomas Cause you have been silent on me Have been crying my heart out But you are always silent on me You have blessed me with beloved ones But you always take them at your convenient time And am left shattered and tattered My heart bleeding,crying out loud Running for your comfort cause you are our comforter But the more I comfort myself in your hands the colder I become Look at the family you blessed me with They have rejected and abandoned me Have been molested by the same family Just because blood is thicker than water Have been deprived from love cause I see all men mean harm to me Am now wandering from town to town just searching for a place to call home The lord is my shepherd I shall not want But look at me now, My hope is growing less and less but my trust is still in you Your hand is becoming shorter,it can't save me anymore,stretch it a little more and come for my rescue Give me a listening ear,and I will shout out all my cries Don't be dumb at me,but be more talkative I need answers Weary and weak,accept my weariness My heart is grieving with sorrow And not even a friend Is ready to share my grief Have sighed for peace and pleasure But have always felt a painful void within Life is gloomy and death a terror All my world is dark and dreary Am sad and lost forever My life so bitter,please make it sweet just like honey Free me from fetter and bless me with peace forevermore