Dear God: Am I?

Dear God, Am I wrong for chasing my dreams? It's everything I could ask for in the grand scheme Even though the chances are slim And everything that I have is more than it seems And the light at the end is dim. Am I what she needs? I am sure I am what she wants She has told me so Tis me my age taunts Wondering if I can provide love to show Am I selfish? For wanting to have her to be mine And to chase her to have her every day No matter what trials come with time Whether or not I always know what to say Am I her true love? She is mine, probably of my flirtaious tounge Falling for her, she falling for me, ended up unexpected But is it possible I found love so young? But all I can see is the love from my perspective Am I ready? I am waiting for four years for her I know I am willing, but without contact? Of any sort? I can't simply ignore her I have these words, each thing I say is a fact. Am I taking on to much? Can I handle the pressure? No matter how hard I must try to keep her Because I know I will love her no matter the measure I know one day I'll be with her I will love her forever by Your grace Let her be in my heart, in this place On this earth, she is mine And I am hers and I know that with time All that I know is I have her now And You allowing, I want my future with her, let it be loud Let it be all come together, let it all be Your plan It may not seem like it now but I know the we can Thanks to You I have found her and to keep her forever And by Your privlage let us be together. Thank you God for sending me my perfect girl The only thing I shall need in this world Amen.