Dear Grandma

Dear Grandma,

It's been a while since I seen you

The last time I saw you I was ten

Thats when I found out that you passed away

I cried out for you so many nights

But you never answered me

Most nights i lay awake just thinking about you

I wonder how your doing

I wanted to know if you been keeping a close eye on me

I hope you see what I see

Like what my so call father did

I wonder if your mad at him just like I am

Why did he act like this

This has me thinking sometimes

Why did this happen to me

Is there something I did to deserve this

Was I a bad child

GRANDMA I think I deserve some answers

And hopefully you could tell me 

What I did wrong

R.I.P. GRANDMA HOPEFULLY I SEE YOU SOON