dear hands
Dear hands,
I think about you a lot now and I just wanted to say I'm sorry
I'm sorry for biting off your nails and peeling off your skin when I'm nervous
For clipping you down so low you bled
I hope you can find it in your palm to forgive me
Dear hands I wanted to say thank you
You have given me so many gifts, you allow me to know softness and burn
You give me holding and touch, things I've taken for granted
You gave me writing, my brightest beauty
I just wanted to ask why can you never stop sweating
To the hands of the person I love
You are always so cold but that's okay because mine are always so warm
I heard people say that relationships can either be fire or ice
But I like how our temperatures become the median
I couldn't imagine anything but this lukewarm love
To the hands of my best friend,
The way you wipe my tears feels like an act of beauty
You are small and delicate yet I have never seen hands so strong
You slap me and hold me in one motion
You have taught me how to laugh
You will always have my heart in the center of your palm
To the hands of my soul mate,
Your thin long fingers fit perfecting with my short stubby ones
You play with my hair mindlessly as if by instinct
The way you caress me feels like I've been given a home
Can I just ask that you stop hiding her beautiful smile
To the hands of my parents
You shaped a home for me out of sticks and stones
You are calloused and cracked from the years spent cooking and cleaning for me
The dirt underneath your fingernails hasn't been cleaned in years
You held me in hard times so I will hold you till the very end
All of your hands created a beauty so strong her light shown through the crack of your fingers
You all created me
Hands bonded together by the sun in my eyes but that was your reflection
You are my sun, my light
You are the hands that held me