Dear Life

Confiscated of this love i ever known Fixating my premeditated memories of her Instead im haunted of the not knowing Conjured with amputated feelings of I could have the say so Its my fault too, i help create you My beautiful child-i promise my life to you I love you more than you'll will ever know I was ready to die for mine and know the sacrifice meant a thousand wishes But I Blame your mother, the selfish idiom Contemplating how hard it was gonna be for her Arguing that it was your worth was infinite and if you kill my first for it, then i will never love again Your mother promise to keep you Then made the decision for us-and murder my first of me not knowing Do you know how hard i cried for you My child i long for you But it was your mother who destroyed my baby Who destroy the life of you