Dear Life

Dear life,

Once I met you 

I got the ocean blues

but yet I still have no clue...

One day I'm stepping in broken glass

And the next day I'm lying there on my A**

One day the road has signs and I know then I am not dumbfounded

The next day I began to twist on the faucet and let my tears run boiling water 

One day I'm being sunburned by all these scortching thoughts in mind

Once I met you

You had also met me

We managed to fix the misery

But somehow your like an attached shadow

lingering for me to scramble so then I'll give up

I tried to end You peacefully but I saw something

Four droopy eyes looking at me what about us an the agony you'll  bring

Mybrother was right so I patiently waited a few more nights and tried again

This time blue white and yellow being shoved down my throat and maybe I'll choke

But then I saw my best friend, mylove and my dad and I contemplated about why

Why do I feel I do not love my life, I am the controller like no other

But What happens when I leave this death will spread like a disease 

My life may not be much becasue I have not lived to catch the storm but the wave a rode 

Will not affect my life, so dear life I will live with,through and because  of you until I get called home 

Thank you life for this rollercoaster of emotions you really do know me

Sincerly,

Lovely