dear life

Dear life,

It sad for me to admit

but i been lost for a long time now

 I dont know who i am

I’m afraid of losing the people i love 

I just get so stressed

so depressed

i want to shout

but there nothing to shout about

Why am i here?

Cant i just leave?

I pick at my looks

judging myself

i escape life through books

I’m not sure where my life is going to take me

im not sure if i want to carry on

I feel so detached from myself

As if I’m a ghost already 

I feel like I’m invisible to this world

im just another girl

I silent scream inside

pleading for help

I read to escape

escape the frustration 

the fears

To give myself the comfort i dream of

There is no word 

to describe this hole I’m trapped in

If i look closely to this world

there is people i would die for

people i care for

There people who care about me

The ones who know I’m not ok

can tell if I’m upset

That the only reason why I’m here