Dear Love

Dear Love,

How do you tell someone that they mean something to you?

That she means something to you while you are dating him.

How do you say that your heart is heavy with burden and your head clouded with uncertainty

That the reason you started questioning again is partly because of her. You hoped that stories she shared of her sisters past doesn't become your future.

How do you hide the hurt, when jokingly but yet seriously, the phrase "she's not my type" are said so forcefully?

Now more than ever I can't help but wonder but wondering hurts. Thoughts hurt.

Thinking about how I am a horrible person for not being what I am supposed to be hurts.

How do you tell somebody, something you can't say?

Hopelessly Lost

A.M.R.