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Dear Matthew


Dear Matthew,
 
I often wondered about you.
 
How you'd laugh
The color of your hair, 
If you were strong, 
If you were scared. 
 
I often wondered about you.
 
My sweet little boy,
My playful kin, 
My eldest brother, 
My might have been. 
 
I often wondered about you.
 
Why I had never seen your face,
Why we didn’t speak your name,
If you knew how I loved you,
And if you felt the same. 
 
I often wondered about you.
 
And why it was only me who your memory tortured,
Who always heard your voice,
Who would have given anything for a kiss,
Or for you to be given a choice.
 
Yet, I no longer ponder, because I have seen
What I needed to know in that gift of a dream. 
 
The weight of you in my arms, 
Your solid, strong form, 
Your heaven blessed spirit,
Your embrace, wise and warm. 
 
I now fondly remember what I once pondered. 
 
Your little peanut shaped head,
Your kindred blue eyes,
Your smell, which was home,
Your reassurance that love never dies.
 
I often think of the wonder you've given me, Matthew.
 
How you have changed me,
How your love has proven true,
How I still have questions,
And how I will always love you.
 
Until we meet again,
Mady 
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