Dear Mia,

You were right.

I was wrong.

I did fuck up, but please don't go.

I try so hard to keep my head up.

There are people who don't want us together.

I let them talk me into things.

I admit that I was wrong, but I love you.

Please don't go.

I could have lied.

I could have cheated,

But I didn't.

I should have listened to my heart.

My mind is lost.

My head is spinning.

I spent so much time just thinking to myself.

I asked him why he didn't speak when I needed his help.

He gave me answers to my questions,

But I knew that they were wrong.

So, I asked him one more question.

I asked him where did I belong.

He broke down in tears.

He couldn't stop crying.

He told me that I already knew my answer.

Then tell me,

Why am I still crying?

I quickly wiped my face

And turned to someone else.

He is a far friend

That told me he has been with me through and through.

I smiled

And told him that I've never felt like this before.

He told me to suck it up

And accept that theirs a first for everything.

Now, I know what he means.

You are my first true love.

I don't take this as a joke

Or a game.

This sure isn't a Shrek story.

I just know I have one last thing to prove to you.

You are my wife and my Queen.

I just wish that you could see my heart,

Then you would know what I mean, baby girl.

Please just let me prove to you one more time.

I won't text her anymore.

Because I only love you.