Dear Mom,

Dear Mom,

sometimes I wish you weren't my mom

when you told me you had cancer I hated you 

hated you because I thought you weren't going to be at my graduation

hated you because I thought you werent going to be at my wedding

or the fact that I wouldn't have a big wedding because we are broke after all these medical bills

how you pushed your religion on me even though Im not a virgin

how you feel like my step sibilings are smarter then me 

even though I've never been pushed to do anything in my whole life

i hate you because you scared me so much 

i hate you because I dont want to be without a mom

i hate you because you made me cry everynight from thinking you didnt try to even get up

most of all i hate you because I love you so much