Dear Mom,
Somethings missing
Something’s empty
Nobody’s listening
Coming close to the ending
But it hasn’t even started yet
Yeah when you give in life you get
But what I’m receiving is a bet
On wheather or not I’m happy yet
Durring those moments of silence
Where my thoughts are all violent against the walls of my mind
I think, will there ever be a time
When you won’t loose your mind
Tell me I won’t loose my mind
Because sometimes it feels like it’s slipping away
At the end of the day or when you ask if I’m okay
And I don’t know what to say when you ask such a question
Don’t know if I mentioned that you thought me lesson
That I don’t want to learn
That I never wanted to burn in the deaths of my volcanic mind
In the panic of time that won’t stop passing by
Without a pause
I look back and I remember my flaws so vividly
Don’t think you’ll ever have an answer for me
When I ask if my mind is in a place it needs to be